so this is my own personal blog that i can write about my life on that probably no one will read which is perfectly and wonderfuly okay with me. I just need someplace to put my thoughts down and well a blog sounded like a perfect place to do that.
Life is magical. Its kinda hard to believe sometimes but it is. Like right now for instance. I am a college student and right now school is kinda stressing me out...like a lot. I've desided to be an accounting major and its kinda hard work but anyway i have to take buisiness calculus and boy did that really get to me this week. I spent 3 days trying to figure out 3 problems. It was hard to say the lest. but then something magical happened. I was talking to my friend on facebook and being the wonderfully amazing genius that she is she offered to get on skype with me so we could work them out together. It took us two hours but we got them and i understood!! Just like magic :)
So another thing goin down in my life is that another friend who lives across the hall from me was applying to a different college. She had her heart set on going and she worked very hard to try to get in but this week she got her letter back and she was rejected. It was really hard on her but after staying up late and talking about all the great times we will now be able to have together now that she's not leaving, not to mention the chocolate we ate, she is feeling much better now. You know it must be fate. She is ment to be here for some reason and that is why she didn't get into the other school. she has some destiney to fufill. Not to mention that now i get to keep one of my best friends that i was worried about losing.
Of couse, even though we are such good friends that dosen't keep the drama away. There is this guy who is our best guy friend and well i like him and he likes my friend and she use to like him but now she really dosen't know what she feels about him. Its hard because i really like him but i don't know what to do about it because he likes my best friend. I really just want them to be happy but that could mean heartbreak for me. Its a tough thing to do but i must be strong. There are lots of guys out there and i just need to remember that there is one guy who is perfect for me and when i meet him then all other guys will pale in comparison and won't even matter so i'm clinging on to that magical thought and hopefully i wil be able to get through this tought time.
Life is hard but life is also magical and because of that i know i'll be able to push through and move on.
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